to do or not to do that is the question?

Apparently I have not made up my mind about school this year because the closer it gets the more unsure I am of sending Jaden back to school. The reasons I pulled him out haven't changed and my reasons for sending him back were about my ability to cope which is more about me than about him so it's kinda missing the point. I did think it was the right thing to do but I think maybe I just felt ok about it cause it let me off the hook and that felt freeing for a while....hmmmmm. Really need to sit with God on this and be sure about what the path ahead is, would value your prayers, thanks!